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A couple of years ago, I got locked out of my own email account at 11 p.m. on a Sunday. I’d used a variation of the same password I’d been recycling since college — swap a number here, add an exclamation mark there — and someone had finally cracked the pattern. I spent the next … Read more

I still remember the exact moment I got paranoid about my internet connection. I was sitting in an airport lounge, killing time before a flight, logged into my bank account to check something. A guy walked past, glanced at my screen for half a second, and kept walking. Nothing happened. But that night I couldn’t … Read more

A few months ago I sat down at my desk at 9 AM, opened my laptop, and somehow it was 1 PM. I had answered maybe six Slack messages, reorganized my desktop icons, and watched a video about pasta shapes. My actual work — the stuff that pays the bills — hadn’t been touched. That … Read more

I lost three years of photos once. Not to a hacker, not to a house fire — to a laptop that decided to die on a random Tuesday afternoon while I was mid-sentence in an email. No backup. No cloud sync. Just a black screen and a very sick feeling in my stomach. That laptop … Read more

Three years ago I stood in a train station in Lisbon, completely confident I could ask for directions in Portuguese. I had done six weeks of Duolingo. Six weeks! I said “Onde está a casa de banho?” to a very kind stranger and then completely froze when she answered me at normal human speaking speed … Read more

Around two years ago, I had a sticky note on my bathroom mirror that said “DRINK WATER, STRETCH, READ.” By week three, the note was still there. I was not. That’s the thing nobody tells you about building habits — motivation gets you through day one, maybe day five if you’re lucky. After that, you … Read more

Last Ramadan, I sat down to figure out where my salary had gone. It was the 20th of the month, my account was almost empty, and I genuinely could not tell you where half of it went. I remembered the big stuff — rent, the electricity bill that always shocks me, groceries from Imtiaz. But … Read more

A few months back, I was sitting in a coffee shop, trying to sign a rental agreement my landlord had emailed me as a PDF. I had no printer, no scanner, and honestly, no patience. I just had my phone and about ten minutes before I had to leave for work. That’s when I realized … Read more

Last semester, I watched my younger cousin pull an all-nighter retyping her entire history notes because her handwriting was “too messy to study from.” She had a laptop. She had internet. She just had no idea that half the tools that could’ve saved her four hours were sitting there, free, waiting to be used. That’s … Read more

Second year of college, genetics lecture, my professor is flying through slides and I’m still drawing the mitochondria diagram from three slides ago. By the end of class I had four pages of notes that basically stopped making sense halfway down the page. That was the night I finally gave up on notebooks and downloaded … Read more